Lesson Learned

It's been a while that i'm not write.. so many things that I have inside my mind, but I guess I will write what I think the most important at this moment. This morning, I just watched Grey's Anatomy season 6. Actually i don't have interest to watch this serial before, but I give it a try. and what a surprise, it's contains things that i do like and remain me of something.. TRUE LOVE. in the episode that i watched, there is a lover that separated for 50 years. they fall in love for each other but they can't just show the feeling that they have, because it will ruin their friendship. so they kept all the secret with them. and 50 years later, after their couple passed away, they met again in the hospital. imagine this, the old man saw the old lady like a ghost. he never thought that he will see his true love and his first love again! and for the old lady, it was shocking too. they talk a lot about their life, about what they become, bout their fellings for all this time. the old man told the nurse that taking care of him for his surgery, that the lady is his first and trully love. he made a stupid mistake to let her go just because he dont want ruined their friendship. the old lady also told the nurse and the doctor the same story. that she made a stupid mistake and finally God give her chance to make it right. she was married with a good man she said, but that man that she's married ain't Henry. Henry is her first and true love. Henry is the man that took her heart and own it. Henry is the man that have a surgery in the same hospital with her. the best part of her line that make me think is : 'even i was married with a good, funny and responsible man that taking care of me, but he just ain't Henry. i thought that i can find another Henry, but i was wrong. there only one Henry in my whole life.' and i can hold my tears longer.. its start falling from my eyes.. and i thought what a wonderful love that they have.. its been 50 years but they still have the same feeling for each other. timeless love. im still 30 when i write this post, but i think i already know who my true love is. i know that its hard to believe coz i still have chance to meet a lot of man in my life.. but if love about who own my heart, then i better search no further. "for its better to feel love and get hurts than never feel love at all" i guess i agree with that :) its important to not make mistake with love, or let go the love that u have in life, but sometimes its just happen. we dont have power to control it. but if that love comeback to you after 50 or more or less years, do not ruin it again. grab it and enjoy it.. True love n first love is things that make us happy. coz all that we want in this life is to be happy.. to be loved and be in love. with love, Vera :)